This gloomy Tuesday has got me in the most peculiar of moods. I almost want to say that I feel sick. Not that it matters, I'm not going to ask to go home or anything. I'd so rather be making money than sitting at home not doing anything. The fact that I took last Thursday off is also keeping me from doing so. I need the money. I'm hoping that I can use my personal hours to fill the time that I wasn't there for my Grandpa's funeral. I'm not counting on it but I can hope, right?
So May is dawning on us as we speak. May will be a good month. First off in May I will be two months away from my 21st birthday. I get three paychecks in the month of May. Did I mention May is when hopefully it starts getting REALLY nice outside? Hopefully I can use this month to save some money and really start a foundation for my future. If not that at least a good solid savings. The plan is to put 200.00 away for savings for a new car or whatever. Just money. I'm also going to spend around 200-300 on tickets to go see Dane Cook. I'm not too into him but I know my girlfriend Taryn is. She's been dying to see him live so there it is.
Other things going on in my life are -
I've been spending more time with my family. Calling more often. Texting when I can. I'm going to call my Mom after work just to chat. Just to let her know I'm still thinking of her. I'm still her little baby. As always i've been trying to revamp my smoking habits. For awhile I was sure that the solution was to just quit indefinitally. The plan as of now is to just smoke recreationally... Not habitually. Trade in the constant holding of dubs and eighths to holding twenties and fifties. I've definitally smoked my share. I've come to the conclusion that I'm TOO into other things than to waste all my time getting high. I'm also starting to learn that sometimes i'm not the funnest person to be around when i'm high. Especially if YOU'RE not high. It makes me paranoid. I also find that my outlook on life is so much clearer, logical when i'm not always high. As an added plus, i'll bring my tolerance down so i'll just get ripped. I'm going to see if I can score some REAL fire this weekend. I'm tired of getting shitty weed and dubs and what not. From now on, i'm only buying 8ths. 80 dollars is the most i'll spend on weed on one pay period.
The plan is there. I just gotta execute. Just because other people are smoking and getting high doesn't mean you're missing out on a thing. You've had you're moments. Live life.
So May is dawning on us as we speak. May will be a good month. First off in May I will be two months away from my 21st birthday. I get three paychecks in the month of May. Did I mention May is when hopefully it starts getting REALLY nice outside? Hopefully I can use this month to save some money and really start a foundation for my future. If not that at least a good solid savings. The plan is to put 200.00 away for savings for a new car or whatever. Just money. I'm also going to spend around 200-300 on tickets to go see Dane Cook. I'm not too into him but I know my girlfriend Taryn is. She's been dying to see him live so there it is.
Other things going on in my life are -
I've been spending more time with my family. Calling more often. Texting when I can. I'm going to call my Mom after work just to chat. Just to let her know I'm still thinking of her. I'm still her little baby. As always i've been trying to revamp my smoking habits. For awhile I was sure that the solution was to just quit indefinitally. The plan as of now is to just smoke recreationally... Not habitually. Trade in the constant holding of dubs and eighths to holding twenties and fifties. I've definitally smoked my share. I've come to the conclusion that I'm TOO into other things than to waste all my time getting high. I'm also starting to learn that sometimes i'm not the funnest person to be around when i'm high. Especially if YOU'RE not high. It makes me paranoid. I also find that my outlook on life is so much clearer, logical when i'm not always high. As an added plus, i'll bring my tolerance down so i'll just get ripped. I'm going to see if I can score some REAL fire this weekend. I'm tired of getting shitty weed and dubs and what not. From now on, i'm only buying 8ths. 80 dollars is the most i'll spend on weed on one pay period.
The plan is there. I just gotta execute. Just because other people are smoking and getting high doesn't mean you're missing out on a thing. You've had you're moments. Live life.
1 comment:
Awesome that you are going to be 21 I bet Nick can't wait! Good job being so responsible. Keep up the great attitude!!
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