It's Thursday, you idiot!

I can't believe it's Thursday already.. That's got me thinking, tommorow is Friday and payday! I've got alot of financial obligations to get out of the way before I can even think about treating myself but I don't want to spend money on BILLS! Hmph.. how horrible. I hate it. ehhh.

If i'm smart and resourceful with my money and budget like I should, I should be good. It can be hard though, i'm a very impulsive person. If i've got the cash in hand and I want it, i'll end up leaving with it. I've been trying to be less impulsive and more cash saavy and it seems to work on my good days. It's quite a joke, actually. I'm so bad at saving my money. I'm always spending it before I even have it in hand. I know that this is a problem of mine but I can't seem to get a grip on the situation. Believe that i'm trying.

Which brings me to my next point. Just being happy with what you've got. I've come such a long way from where I was last year. It almost amazes me, the thing is, I find myself always wanting more. It's a good thing if you think about it. I also ponder to myself whether or not it's a curse as well. If only we could all be happy with the things we have. No iphones, no DSLR's, no BMW'S... I was just thinking to myself, what would we have to work for. I guess it's a double edged sword.

This is my philosophy.

As long as I have most of what I need, a little of what I want, and an endless supply of what/who I love. I've got it all, and to ask for anything else would be self fish... And you know that ain't right!

p.