An old aquaintance.

I spent a long time thinking about you today. I know a lot of our friends did too. It seems so weird to me that you can know someone for so long without actually spending a shit load of time with them on a daily basis. This kid Ehlo was one of those people in my life for me.

I'd always run into you at the most random times. It'd always make sense though, and you always made me feel welcome. Even though it'd been a minute since i'd seen you last. I miss you a ton. You were always smiling and I was always, ALWAYS, jealous of your fashion sense. Understated Fly is what I liked to call it.

If you were still here today I know you'd be loving life. It's your 21st birthday and we would've gone all out. I can imagine it. I'm just happy to know the last time I saw you before you went away was a good time. I wish I would've stuck around longer but you know me, I come and go so quickly these days. Just know homie, Just know, if I would've known.... Things would've been so different. I know a lot of us feel this way. It's so hard to feel like there was nothing we could do about it.

Happy 21st Ehlo.

Hullo!

It's been a minute since I said it.

Sometimes' I feel I work to hard, will I ever regret it?

Man it's been a minute. I feel like I have nothing to blog about at times but I'm going to get better at it. Since I blogged last I moved closer to the city... Got a new whip... Got my first speeding ticket... fuck. We got alot to talk about. I'm going to spend today at work thinking about good things to write about and hopefully document my life as a lot porter better. I'd love more people to read this blog and laugh/smile/etc. I like using / instead of , get over it.

-nig named P.

Some photos from recently..

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Winter Styeeze.

I love my VANS but I feel so wrong wearing them in the rain/winter months. So many hot stylez/colorways have been appearing though. I caught these through complex on twitter. Love the orange ones, the camo ones, and the black ones. Shieet, i'll take em all. You take fishsticks right?

I love these wintery type of sweaters and what not. The one in the middle is the one I would rock out the box. Dope dope dope dope dope dope dope dope dope dope dope dope dope dope This could possibly be a hint to my girlfriend/mom/loved one. This is xmas list material. : )

Mann. I wish I had a bigger selection of winter accessories.. Things like watches, scarves, gloves, beanies, etc. This is the first winter where i've actually noticed the fact that I almost don't have a winter wardrobe enough to dress warm in the winter! WTF!! I'm on my grown man steeze now, at least I like to think that anyway. Soon enough. I'm saving up for school and spending money on my car, and girl, and dog, and rent. It's hard to find the time/money to go shop and do this and that. This work week is a 3 day week so I'll have a large moment of clarity over the four day weekend!

I will blog more soon. kthxbai.

With so many things going..

on, it's hard to keep up on my blog at times. I have a whole lot of ideas i'd like to implement and a certain degree of execution, and production i'd like to put on my blog but without the knowledge to put it down it's really useless. So ATM (at the moment, for the misinformed) i've been in a sophomore slump, I guess you could say.

In short I'd like to say Rest in Peace Brandon Norton & Ehlo Blacknall. You will be missed by so many people. wow. Life is short, make it count.

What to do, what to do.

Well it's fall now. The leaves are falling, it's painfully chilly outside at times, and it seems like EVERYONE I know is going to school. All this is going on while I work my life away from 10-6 all week. It's quite the routine, very nice, free water, they even give me a sweet uniform to wear! In all honesty, I really enjoy my job. It keeps me busy, makes me good enough money for now, and I get to work in an environment that I enjoy and find very exciting.

The thing is, I don't know if I want to work in the auto industry for the rest of my life.
I know I love cars.
Mechanics.
Anything electronic.
But do I really want to make it something I do day in, day out? Part of me says yes, the rest of me says no. I want to keep cars as a hobby, and in short, i'm worried the mechanic career is risking me getting sick of it. I dont' want that.

I've always been interested of computers and the jobs involved with them. Originally when I was going to community college I was studying towards a computer science degree of some sort. Since than, I've kinda lost track of where in the computer science field I want to land. Honestly it's quite a broad spectrum of work involved in the computer industry. What do I want to do?! I'm really lost.

I figure the best thing to do is start going back to school and take basic classes towards my computer science degree. After taking some classes and spending some time with others in the same situation, I'm hopeful I can finally put some direction behind my work. Instead of doing the same work everyday. ahhhh. It's stressfull but I had to put it down somewhere.

I need more patience. Anyway, it's Tuesday and the Hawks have been sucky lately. Waddupp.

Toys.

I've been trying to save really hard lately to buy some REAL toys. Everything that I want seems to be at least over 300.00. I'm starting to find I can't just buy things right away like I want to. It's going to take some saving but soon I will have a new dirtbike. YZ80. Enough said, back to business. I'm trying to get this back to good shape so soon enough. 'Till next time.